decemberrrrrr

here come december finally..last month of every year! hiks no point just want to write something~~ :D

"The Wedding Breaker

2 Review yg buat eve senyum  yg pm eve jg provasi anda in shaa Allah.

Rev 1 :a.n.h.h.:2 August 2013 02:42

Salam....

Firstly, u are beautiful. seriously.

Secondly, A380 bring me to d other part of the world. hehehe.. seriously. it's ohsem! for me; as a reader. this is some kind of writing that i'm looking for. something that unusual story line and so on. tq dearie and hope to read lots more of your writing in future. hoho... we share same age. 

Review 2 :
aya2 August 2013 18:35

finish reading 13 jam a380...ur syle of writing do make me feel like im watching a movie instead of reading a novel..its like im an invinsible watcher in the movie and i can cry and laugh at the same time..

when hana feels sad, its like something had stab me right at my own heart..but when she happy, i cant stop smiling alone with the novel on my hand..also there are a lot of values that also gives me a reminder to myself...dont know if im just imagining things too much but i am very thankful for having the opportunity to get to know about u and ur writing in this blog even before TWB is out and now when ur second novel had been in the market~~ 

thanx a lot kak eve~~  keep writing more and i cant wait for more updates from u! 

P/s : alhamdulillah3x moga Allah touch your heart whilst reading this piece, amin

P/s : yg excited bg review eve appreciates them TAPI pls jgn terspoil storyline or ending. Kesian pd yg terseksa sbb lpas raya baru mereka akn dpt  slmt hari raya! "

This is a review from kak eve's page https://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Wedding-Breaker/406324619424645 and what makes me so happy was that the Review 2 is mine.. :D :D :D 

Thanx to kak eve cause my review do make u smile~~ keep writing more and spread the knowledge to other people including me.. Just cant wait for more of ur writing..chaiyok kak eve~ :D really glad to get to know u even just online~

When i thought that i was having a hard time to make a decision, there's a solution for one of the problems. Alhamdulillah. Now, im starting to feel comfortable with the roomates-solve another fear of incompatibility. Just left with one problem, find a house nearby usm to stay for next semester. I dont know whether all of this are good decision or not but i do hope this is a good one. After all, most of the time i do make my own decision and alhamdulillah everythings turn out to be a better choice (well at least for me).

Eventhough the results of my decision may not be as what i've expected or as what i want but then just believe in one thing, humans are not perfect and its not a harm to make mistakes and yes we do learn from our mistakes. Even a successful people tend to fail in their life before they achieve their own success.

Back to the topic, i take the things happen just now was a sign for me to choose the solution as it is. So yeah it enlighten my day/night for now. Have a nice day or life(forever).

during holiday

Assalamualaikum people, hectic week I think but still I can type this thing and also cant wait to finish the exam week as after that, holiday will come for another 3 months. But still as usual I don’t fully enjoy that 3 months holiday with family or friends (bestfriends I mean). My schedule for this upcoming holiday is as follows:

DATE	ACTIVITIES
18 June 2013	Finish exam (officially after finish my last paper)
19-26 June 2013	Packing my things and go home + enjoy my holiday
27 June 2013	Go to KL and have meeting regarding my training
28-30 June 2013	Go back home and packing my stuff and ready to go to Pahang for my training
1-31 July 2013	Training at Pahang Simen, Kuantan. L J
1-18 August 2013	Fasting+holiday at home+Eid Mubarak
19-26/28 August	Hockey (Training + Game)
29August-8September 2013	Final holiday before going back to USM for new semester

See, instead of 3 months holiday, mine is only few days ~ one month only. But I guess this is so cool as I have something to do during my holiday rather than I end up stuck at home + I can go to Pahang again(for 2^nd time I think) heeeeeeeeeeee. That’s all Im going to say~ :D. This last semester of 1 month training will give me at least some holiday before im going to be 3rd year senior and after that the training will be 3 months straight without any holiday (ok maybe eid mubarak holiday). Anyway i still enjoy with what i need to do even this thing maybe some kind of burden to me but i still like it as not many people had the opportunity to do things like i do! :D peace yo. assalamualaikum.

EXAM WEEK

Assalamualaikum semua. esok last day nak stadi then i'll go through my final exam for sem4.lepas baca entry kak eve yang baru lega hati ini untuk menghadapi final exam. Really like this quote from her. 

“So dalam hidup ni, bila kita percaya setiap benda yang kita dah usaha habis daya tapi tak dapat, itu tandanya benda tu bukanlah yang terbaik untuk kta, pasti ada yang lain yang lebih baik yang allah sedang aturkan untuk kita, in shaa Allah. tugas kita hanya usaha, doa, percaya dan teruskan mencari. Bila kita bertindak dalam suruhan Dia barulah hikmah tu akan kita rasa, in shaa Allah.”

Thanx kak eve. u really make my day! :D May Allah always bless u where ever u are! really like to know u better kak eve and u r my idol! :D

SETIA HUJUNG NYAWA

Aku tak bisa menidakkan rasa cinta
Meski ku tak bisa
Melupakan salahmu resah hatiku
Maafkan diriku melukakanmu

Cinta jangan engkau pergi
Jauh dari diriku lagi
Sesungguhnya cinta kita
Setia ke hujung nyawa

Bila tersedar betapa tulus cintamu
Biar apa pun yang menghalangnya
Takkan pernah bisa.. dari diriku
Menjaga cinta mu

Tuhan tolonglah aku
Satukan aku dan dirinya selamanya

Maafkan diriku melukakanmu
Cinta jangan engkau pergi
Jauh dari diriku lagi
Sesungguhnya cinta kita
Setia ke hujung nyawa

Cinta ku tetap di sini
Takkkan pernah jauh darimu

Sumber : http://www.liriklagumuzika.com/2013/01/lirik-lagu-setia-hujung-nyawa-fiq-gjie.html#ixzz2VMV5D5om


p/s: i think this song represent the feeling i feel right now. :D goodnite all~

here comes JUNE baby..... heee eventhough this post is late already but still want to greet this month.just this for now cause now i've been busy with final exam.wish me luck~ :D :D :D

LOVE DOES HURT!

this is just another post regarding my love to him. there are times when i feel that i want to stay n like him eternally (likely) n sometimes just give up all the hopes toward him. i'd done so many things to maintain the feeling but yeah i guess when it hurts so much over and over and over again, u'll feel that u would rather give up than waiting for something that may not give benefit to you. so with this post, i hope i'll start to forget everything about you n dont want to cryyyyyy T.T

when i hear the song, i keep thinking of u n me...it was cute.. but then still hoping for that NOTHING to SOMETHING in the future. amin..

HEART ATTACK By DEMI LOVATO

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yea you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack (x3)
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And everytime I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It’s just not fair
Pain’s more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack (x3)
The feelings got lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)

Complete lyrics:http://www.directlyrics.com/demi-lovato-heart-attack-lyrics.html?layout=1&utm_expid=17427600-3

its just enough for me to get a message from u.even one can make me smile for the whole day. just wondering will u ever realize my feeling towards u? or did u know about it and pretending that u don't even get all the hint i gave? its hard to keep waiting for something unsure for u. but then just still hoping that in the end, we will be something from nothing!

so, KEEP CALM and KEEP PRAYING. insyaAllah everything will run smooth for u! :D  

lagu ni menggambarkan perasaan sekarang! :D :D :D

gila sedih video ni~~ TT.TT

just want to make my first entry in the year 2013 but then i dont have anything to write! so thats all~ :D