LOVE DOES HURT!

this is just another post regarding my love to him. there are times when i feel that i want to stay n like him eternally (likely) n sometimes just give up all the hopes toward him. i'd done so many things to maintain the feeling but yeah i guess when it hurts so much over and over and over again, u'll feel that u would rather give up than waiting for something that may not give benefit to you. so with this post, i hope i'll start to forget everything about you n dont want to cryyyyyy T.T

when i hear the song, i keep thinking of u n me...it was cute.. but then still hoping for that NOTHING to SOMETHING in the future. amin..

HEART ATTACK By DEMI LOVATO

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yea you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack (x3)
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And everytime I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It’s just not fair
Pain’s more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack (x3)
The feelings got lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)

Complete lyrics:http://www.directlyrics.com/demi-lovato-heart-attack-lyrics.html?layout=1&utm_expid=17427600-3

its just enough for me to get a message from u.even one can make me smile for the whole day. just wondering will u ever realize my feeling towards u? or did u know about it and pretending that u don't even get all the hint i gave? its hard to keep waiting for something unsure for u. but then just still hoping that in the end, we will be something from nothing!

so, KEEP CALM and KEEP PRAYING. insyaAllah everything will run smooth for u! :D