Assalamualaikum~ weeee harini 25 disember! selamat menyambut hari krismas kepada semua yang menyambutnya! :D  just wanna say im happy with all things happen in my life and i feel very thankful. Alhamdulillah! even though im not so prepared for this upcoming exam, but then just be positive! good bye! :D

missing you~

Its been a while since the last time I speak and text him. I do miss him a little bit but what can I do. Don't have enough strength to confess to him. Yes, I admit that I don't have the courage to face him and tell him about all my feelings to him. It's just so inappropriate I think for a girl like me to make a move. But that's not a problem because even Saidatina Khadijah propose our Prophet Muhammad(SAW). My main problem is that we are in the same course and if I tell him the truth, I'm afraid that we can't act like before<friend relationship>. It's just too hard for me as I am too afraid of being rejected.  As now, the best solution is just to keep it to myself! It's the best way~~~ *off*

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CUTI NAK HABISSSSS!

Assalamualaikum...

5.9.2012~ 3 more days of holidays~ waaaaaaa...taknak balik usm lagi.rasa macam kejap ja cuti ni... yela mana nak rasa sangat cuti ni...start cuti 20.6 haritu...lepas tu 1.7 da kena pergi training for one month. balik rumah dah 1.8~~ then berpuasa... 17.8 berangkat ke london pulak melawat kakak + beraya dekat uk...wah wah wah~ memang tak terasa betul cuti ni~

tp alhamdulillah la cuti kali ni terisi dengan perkara yang berfaedah + gives new experience for me <training + melawat negara orang> ...terasa sangat beruntung~ :D lepas ni nak post pasal cuti la ~~ :D

tension la~~ esok da nak present dpan all the managers and i dont even have any solution regarding my problems!..otoke~~~

dah ada solution yang cantik tp orang ni cakap lain, orang ni cakap lain.arghhhhhh.....esok aku hentam ja kang~~~geram!

haha..semalam mimpi bertunang! apakah???????? :D seronoknya kalau betul.. masa mimpi tu mcam betul ja.wawawawawawawwa.

assalamualaikum!

disini saya ingin meminta maaf sekiranya ada menyakitkan hati sesiapa di alam maya ini. moga-moga segala salah saya dapat dimaafkan! :D

p/s: doakan saya nak final exam! :D

ah bengang! bangang~~~~~~~~~

"Haha. Ptot la.. sapa suruh nama ang siti sarah. buh la nama ahmad sarah. konpom 1 group ngan aku.haha.."

"Selamat hari raya haji wey. wat lab report elok2.hahah :-)"

"Wei, sampy dak agy. ak dh ltey tngu ang ni."

"Ceh.. dah2..pi stdy ee nuh. bg dapat A sem ni.."

"stdy la weh..kang ak tarik blik kang.haha"


His message is short but it makes me overwhelmed....miss u! :D

ok aku mesej ngan yg satu scholar ngan aku...kitorang kena pegi training for 1 month! aku ada mesej ngan dya n ada 1 msj tu sangat lawak 

"Hoho..kalo ko tengok kite 3 ekor je melayu...boleh hidop ke.??" 

ayat yang xtahan tu "ekor" ish2~~sila amek bm balik yea! ahaks! :D

AGAIN-NATASHA BEDINGFIELD

[Verse 1]:
Hands over my head, thinking "What else could go wrong?"
Would've stayed in bed, how can the day be so long?

[Bridge]:
Never believed that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, removed all my doubts,

[Chorus]:
So believe, that for you I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again, for you

[Verse 2]:
I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
But little did I know, when I caught the next train
There you were to sweep me away
Guess that's what I waited for

[Bridge & Chorus]

Oh, who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Would turn out so lovely?
I'm so glad I found you
Even though the day went so wrong
I wouldn't change a thing

Oh I'd do it, I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again (I'd do it all over again)
I'd do it all over, I'd do it all over
I'd do it all over, for you, for you
All I went through, led me to you
So do it all over again

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Would turn out so lovely?
Who ever thought a day gone so wrong
Could turn out so lovely? 

bahagianya rasa hati......hua...sarah behave! even 1 mesej ja tp seronok sangat..sebenarnya taktau nak tulis apa..just nak meluahkan rasa hati.......   tp rasa nak share 1 lagu ni..tajuk dya "IN LOVE FOR A DAY" by JORDAN PRUITT..

"In Love For A Day"

It was magical, beautiful
I didn't know how it all began
One day, 24 hours
It didn't turn out how I planned

Cause I did what expected
For the way, the way I do
From a single day
And both of us we knew we could not stay
And yes I admit I would like to
But at least we have the night

I was in love for a day
Love in a way
Love, can't explain
Why you went you away
(Love) it's a shame
(Love) that you didn't stay
(In love) with me

Forgettable, incredible
I didn't know how to handle it (da da da)
I was unprepared
Maybe a little scared 
Of something I may never get (oh yeah)

I was never one to believe 
Love at first sight could get to me
And maybe if these feelings stay the same
I'll be with you again (one day)
But baby the way

I was in love for a day
Love in a way
Love, can't explain
Why you went you away
(Love) it's a shame
(Love) that you didn't stay
(In love) with me

And maybe some day we'll be reconnected
It's so powerful I can't believe it's over yet
The way you play the game in my mind
Makes it hard to forget you

(you, you)
I know you have your life
But someday maybe we'll re-collide
But baby I know (I know)

I was in love for a day
Love in a way
Love, can't explain (love)
Why you went you away
(Love) it's a shame
(Love) that you didn't stay (you didn't stay)
(In love) with me

If you hear me
If you hear me holla!
If you hear me
If you hear me holla!

Love in a way
Love, can't explain (love)
Why you went you away
(Love) it's a shame
(Love) that you didn't stay (you didn't stay)
(In love) with me

With me [5x]

"Should've Said No"

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes"

[Chorus:]
You should've said, "No", you should've gone home
You should've thought twice 'fore you let it all go
You should've know that word, with what you did with her
Get back to me... (get back to me)
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself, "Why?"
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby, and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
Baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same?
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, "Yes"

[Repeat Chorus]

I can't resist
Before you go tell me this:
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?

No... no, no, no...

[Repeat Chorus]

"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

I'm ... I'm ...

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane

I let it fall, my heartAnd as it fell, you rose to claim itIt was dark and I was overUntil you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strongBut my knees were far too weakTo stand in your armsWithout falling to your feet
But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knewAll the things you'd say, they were never true, never trueAnd the games you play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as I touched your faceLet it burn while I cry'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
When laying with youI could stay there, close my eyesFeel you here, foreverYou and me together, nothing is better
'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knewAll the things you'd say, they were never true, never trueAnd the games you'd play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as I touched your faceLet it burn while I cried'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rainAnd I threw us into the flamesWhere I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew thatThat was the last time, the last time
Sometimes I wake up by the doorNow that you've gone, must be waiting for youEven now when it's already overI can't help myself from looking for you
I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as I touched your faceLet it burn while I cried'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rainAnd I threw us into the flamesWhere I felt somethin' die'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Oh, noLet it burn, ohLet it burnLet it burn

love!

ahhhhh..suka suka suka! kenapa awak baik sangat! i think you are the best for me! really appreciate you now! haha.. semakin hari semakin saya suka dekat awak! kenapakah? i really hope that you have some space for me in ur heart! REALLY HOPING FOR THAT! thanx to you!

p/s: just be urself with me ok! honesty is the best policy and i think it suits you well! miss u so much! :D

bagusla~

baik itu tidak salah.cuma kalau boleh xpayah nak tunjuk n bajet2 ngan orang....kalau dah memang baik tu bagus lah.keep it up..tp kalau da smp setiap waktu solat tu xjaga macam mana! lepas tu kalau nak tegur orang tu apa salahnya tegur semua orang yang memang buat kesalahan tu.. dari tegur sorang je..ni memang boleh menimbulkan ketidakpuasan hati orang~ kalau nak tegur tu jugak kalau boleh tolong yea TOLONG la jaga hati orang sama! ada jugak adab nak menegur orang nih..xboleh main serbu ja! ada paham..arasso?? 

p/s: kalau aku boleh invisible kan kau pon lagi bagus..xdak la aku dok mengata dan terasa ngan every benda yang kau buat! 

bengong~

memang aku rasa nak sepak2 ja adik aku ni..malam pon nak menjerit..rasa cm nak maki2 ja..td xmao guna..bila aku guna baru nak terhegeh hegeh~ bangang!

hipokrit!

ok..topik kali ni plak hipokrit..apakah maksud hipokrit? hipokrit tu bermaksud orang yang berpura-pura baik walhal ada niat yang tersembunyi atau senang cakap berniat jahat!

so kali ni pun luahan perasaan lagi~

kali ini melibatkan seorang kawan saya! nak cakap baik memang la baik kan~ but well dont just judging a book by its cover! bermaksud yang nampak baik lagi cantik tu xsemestinya baik dan yang nampak buruk tula yang sebenarnya lagi bagus dari yang nampak baik..ok senang cakap jangan dilihat dari luaran sahaja tetapi tengok la dalamannya~

berbalik kepada kawan tadi, memang luaran nampak baik.tetapi perangai dia tu kadang2 menyakitkan hati la~ memang la nak cakap diri sendiri tu baik @ xmenyakitkan hati orang tu xleh nak kata sbb lain orang bagi pendapat lain2 kan~tp kalau dah selalu dok buat tu sapa nak tahan kan!

tp memang satu malam tuh tahap kebengangan kat dia tu dah xterbendung disebabkan oleh kejadian yang tidak dapat diceritakan! so dijadikan cerita aku xlayan la apa yang dia dok cakap.dia tanya ja aku "hurm hurm hurm" jela

so sampai sekarang aku xbape nak cakap sangat ngan dia..xtao la aku dah dok merepek apa kt sini.. sakit hati tu masih terasa lagi tapi tengok jela keadaan macam mana kan~ just wait n see sama ada aku boleh tahan lagi ke x  ngan dya~

so chow dulu! :D

pergh pergh pergh!

untung la semua orang balik rumah kan~ asal la aku xbalik je! nama ja dok dekat..tp xbalik..haish..apodeh~

hahahha.semuanya sbb assignment yang berlambak.haiya haiya haiya!
xbaik mengeluh la. ok tarik balik keluhan tadi.. nama pon belajar kan so kena la bersabar..

ok just nak buat luahan hati..SAYA NAK BALIK!!!!!! tp memandangkan hari dah petang jadi keputusan tu terpaksa la dibatalkan.wat susah ayah ja nak mai amek plak kan! :D

so itu jela..hahaha:P

so funny..memang what the hell dok merepek kat sini~

bengang!

OK..korang pernah rasa bengang x kena marah??hahaha..mesti bengang kan.tapi aku xkesah la kan sebab dah selalu aku kena marah.tapi yang xtahan  bila benda tu bukan aku yang wat then aku yang kena marah..memang bertambah2 la  ke‘bengang’an  aku!

Alkisahnya cmni..adik aku baru balik dari asrama n malam tu dya baru on9…memang la bukan dekat laptop aku.tp aku nak guna kejap nak cek email n benda2 sket.then dya dok jerit2..dya tu memang la suka jerit2..even benda kecik pon kalau boleh dya nak jerit..punya la bergaduh ngan aku sambil jerit2 yang aku rasa jeritan tu satu kampong boleh dengar…aku pon apa g dah bengang2 aku tolak la dya..dya da jerit2 lagi..pastu kan tengah cuti,so ramai la orang kt rumah. Aku pon apa lagi kena marah..suma salahkan aku la…da kakak pon xle nak tolerate..padahal benda tu kecik ja kot n aku nak guna kejap ja..tu pon xle paham.ntah hape2..pastu tao nak marah2 la..memang kalau apa2 aku ja yang kena marah..

So sekarang ni aku la yang salah..menyampah..pastu aku gak kena marah..adik aku yang tah hape hape tu tao jerit pastu dya jugak yg nangis…ni yang aku rasa cam nak maki hamun dya ja! Dya memang tao 2 benda tu ja..dya yang jerit2 sampai aku kena marah pastu dya yang nangis konon2 cm sedih sangat la kan..memang nak bagi aku cakap what the hell! Hamek kao…

Oleh sebab aku da bengang sangat n xdak orang nak aku share,so aku share la kt sini..haha..harap2 xdak la orang baca sbb aku just nak luahkan je kan dari terbuku kt dalam hati nih.pergh ayat kau jah!

Conclusion:just nak cakap yg adik aku ni suka jerit…tu je!

kepada adik aku, aku nak cakap…kau adikku dan aku kakak! <cm lagu hujan “aku adikmu dan engkau abang”…so get it..kalau hg baca benda ni sila la terima yea! Kalau dengan kawan hg ble cakap elok2 so why not ngan aku hg ble cakap elok2~after all I’m older than you by only 4 years ok! Xjauh pon!

So sekarang aku da rasa kurang sket bengang aku! :D

gudluck!

hahahha..to all my friends..gudluck for tomorrow paper...the last one for this semester n after that happy hols people! :D

n for the other who already finish their exam happy holiday! :P lets gather during the holiday okay!

love u all
S.A.R.A.H