missing you~

Its been a while since the last time I speak and text him. I do miss him a little bit but what can I do. Don't have enough strength to confess to him. Yes, I admit that I don't have the courage to face him and tell him about all my feelings to him. It's just so inappropriate I think for a girl like me to make a move. But that's not a problem because even Saidatina Khadijah propose our Prophet Muhammad(SAW). My main problem is that we are in the same course and if I tell him the truth, I'm afraid that we can't act like before<friend relationship>. It's just too hard for me as I am too afraid of being rejected.  As now, the best solution is just to keep it to myself! It's the best way~~~ *off*